I have started to use make up again. I was a makeup freak when I was 15 and when I turned 18...I just couldn't stand it anymore. With the exceptions of parties I'd never use makeup... and lipstick is just the worst part of it to me! I feel like I have a thick layer of yogurt on my lips... but I am trying hard... really trying to get back to my femininity (just painting my eyes for now!! and I look good.) I guess being a 32-year-old woman has its disadvantages too! Everything... starting to hang more than ever (if you are where I am now... you know what I am talking about!) I guess what made me reject makeup in the first place was/is how men treat me differently. Suddenly I'd be more of a sexual object and everything else would come second.