However much I reflect on myself, I see that fortune leads me wherever...

-- Veronica Franco

Being pregnant and dreamy is not new to me but feeling exhausted is. I go through several emotions these days. Insecurities and nervousness with a new baby, joy, worries and most of all tiredness are just a few to name. I wake up with backache. To add to all of these we have not found a house yet and it is a bit stressful. I don’t feel like I can survive another American suburb life style like I had in Connecticut. I need to live in the city. I am a city girl after all! Having a farm and a windmill as the closest tourist attraction to my home is just a big no no!